Nearly three years after the tragic death of her sister-in-law, HGTV’s Mina Starsiak-Hawk posted on social media an emotional tribute to Stefanie Hawk, who died in March 2020 at the age of 31. Mina and her husband, fitness instructor Steve Hawk, have suffered multiple losses over the past few years, starting with both of his parents in 2018 and the death of his sister.
In her post to commemorate Stefanie’s birthday, Mina said she had trouble wondering if her sister-in-law would be proud of her family today. The next day, she also revealed on her new podcast that her family’s grief has prompted her young son to start asking questions about death and dying.
Mina Starsiak Hawk pays tribute to her sister-in-law
On January 16, 2023, Mina posted a black and white photo of Stefanie to her Instagram feed, sharing a poignant poem she previously shared in January 2021 after finding it saved on her phone. Here’s the poem that Time of Peace Credits To writer Christy Ann Martine:
It’s in the air you breathe with every breath.
She sings a song of hope and joy, there is no more pain, no more fear.
You’ll see her up in the clouds, hear her words of love whispered.
You’ll be together soon, until then listen to her song.
After sharing the poem, Mina shared that it was Stefanie’s birthday, but wrote, “We’re not celebrating Stef’s birthday today, she probably wouldn’t let us celebrate even if she were here, but we’re thinking of her. We talk to the children about them. We tell them about her and how much she loves them. We see her in Charlie every day.”
Mina was expecting their second child, Charlotte, whom they name Charlie, at the time of Stefanie’s death. In an Instagram post On January 3, 2021, Mina shared how devastating it was for her family, who also lost Steve’s mother in May 2018 and his father six months later. after Distractify. Though Mina hasn’t confirmed Stefanie’s cause of death, she did allude to the deep sadness she was experiencing at the time.
Mina shared: “When Covid hit hard we lost Stef; way too young, way too early for what i needed her for and way too early for what my family needed her for. She was a bright light to us at a time when she didn’t see much light herself. She was deeply affected by the loss of her parents, Rick and Sally. We all did that, but Stef especially.”
Due to lockdowns in the early days of the pandemic, the Hawk family was unable to hold a memorial service for Stefanie. In her latest tribute to her sister-in-law, Mina reflected on whether or not Stefanie would be “proud” of her, her family and her company today.
“I often wonder what she would think of me, our Two Chicks family,” she wrote. “She would be proud. Would she agree? She was never one to take a hit. I’m not sure if she’s proud yet, but I’m working on getting there.”
Mina ended her tribute by writing: “Even if you would hate it we still talk about you Steffie. You are love and you are missed.”
Mina Starsiak Hawk says the family’s grief troubles her son
Fans flooded Mina’s latest post about Stefanie with messages of sympathy, assuring the host that her sister-in-law would be proud of her.
One person wrote: “She was proud. She was always proud of you and your husband. Always.”
Another fan commented: “Beautiful soul filled share…. I can only imagine how close she remains to those who loved her and those she loved… lots of well wishes.”
“She’s proud and looks at you, your boo and your kids. She’s with you every day,” wrote another fan on the post, which received over 13,000 “likes.”
Mina has said her children – two-year-old Charlie and four-year-old Jack – have motivated her and Steve to move on with the grieving because it brings them so much joy on a daily basis. In the second episode of Minas new “Mina AF” podcast, Mina, who was posted on Jan. 17, shared that they have been open with the kids about missing their family members and often share stories about Steve’s parents and Stefanie. But she also said she suspects these discussions inspired a deep conversation with little Jack as he was driving him to school recently.
“So we’re in the car and he’s like, ‘Dad is going to die soon?'” she exclaimed.
“You know, we associate a lot of grief with this, but not yet Jack because he’s so young and pure,” she continued. “But then you’re going down the rabbit hole.”
Mina said she told Jack his daddy wasn’t going to die “until he’s really old,” but then Jack wanted to know when he was really old. So Mina said she told him it would be after he was married and had his own kids but then Jack decided he didn’t want to get married. From then on the conversation went in a spiral, she laughed.
Mina said, “I don’t know why, but we just went down this giant rabbit hole. And it’s just the best. I was in the car crying as we drove past his school because he’s just so pure and cheerful and happy.”
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